Sidelines
One reason, at least at this point in my life that I have chosen to be on the sidelines but still attend church is the inevitable disappointment of humans. I don’t want to know that only the pastor’s daughter’s jewelry can be sold at the bookstore, that only the pastor’s wife can teach at women’s ministry events, or that the gossip and slander that runs through staff meetings can be seen by anyone who wants to look. I don’t want to know that pastors may not all have the gift of discernment. I don’t want to see power plays behind the scenes. So, I thought if I just went in time to sit in the back and left during the last song, I wouldn’t have to observe any of the above. Sadly, I was mistaken.
When Jesus flipped tables and was angry – it wasn’t because there was a marketplace, it was because the marketplace was mocking worship and twisting the needs of the people into greed of the marketplace. God wants us to be productive and wise business owners. He does not want his people taken advantage of….I’m again wondering the purpose of of platforms, is it for individuals or is it for the Kingdom? If you are a shepherd and don’t shepherd your people, what are you really?